10 junho, 2009

back


He tried, but he just couldn't...
It wasn't because of his so called friends (those kinda pissed them of on those days he just wanted to be left alone), it wasn't because of anybody else - someone did help but it wasn't because of that person - it was because life was still the same and we was too affraid and to lasy to jump right into something new.
So he decided he was back. Not totaly (deep inside he thought he still needed more time alone than usual) but he was almost totaly back, not that he licked the idea, since life was still the same thing as before. Well, maybe not the same thing but pretty close. He was more sad than before, he couldn't just pretend everything was like before, and even knowing that his friends were there he still felt somehow alone and empty.
For his friends, he thinks it's a releave that he's back. And he's kinda happy for them. The last thing he wants is to see them unhappy because of him...here comes the pushing away part but i'm gonna jump this because you're all tired of that...i know!


so he's back...there's not much more to say...

Still empty...
Still Hollow...
Still waiting for the thing he desires...
Still waiting for change to happen on it's own...

3 comentários:

Anónimo disse...

Welcome back, i guess

Gabe disse...

quit the drama or you will never get what you want. nothing good ever happens when you just wait and do nothing, waiting for something to happen without making it happen by our own hand is as good as waiting for our last heartbeat. simply a waste of life.
dont waste yours.

Minna disse...

http://margotyvy.deviantart.com/art/Virgo-86771099

É só um ovo, mas acho que aquilo ao lado é maionese... Achei que irias achar piada, se ainda não foste ver o teu...

 
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